Wow... I'm tired!

Snow, snow, snow... That's all that I can see when I look out my door for the last week!
It's been snowing, then stopping, the snowing... Just off and on. It's crazy... But, it's actually really pretty.
I don't know why I started out saying that... But, it's true, it has been snowing like crazy and it is really pretty. Anyway, I didn't update at all last month, basically because I have been extremely busy, and so tired I can barely keep my eyes open.
Which leads me to my topic. Teenagers get tired! There are so many people who think that teenagers should be able to just bounce back from staying up all night if they get one hour of sleep because we are "young"...? Really? Did you know that a teenagers brain is growing at the same pace that a baby's is? And an adults brain has slowed down to the pace where everything is normal? That is why highschool and college is so difficult. Because our brains are able to learn all of this stuff, but it is also trying to grow and process more things than it ever has before. Which is also an acceptable reason for teenagers to be tired. I think high school should offer napping hour just like preschool. Of course I'm kidding, but it would be really nice.
That's just another reason to homeschool your kids, because every one learns better well rested, if you let your kids sleep as much as they need to, learning will not be a napping hour instead of information hour.
Basically, teenagers can be tired... and even if you think they shouldn't be... they are. we have extremely fast paced hearts, and brains, and lives. In order for all that to be ok, we need sleep. Which we don't get a lot of anyway because we like to stay up late with friends. So, some of it is our fault.. But don't tell us we aren't tired if we say we are, because you don't know that. You aren't us.
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New... year, dog, hair, house... NEW YOU!

Isn't it a little funny that New years comes so soon after Christmas? You just got all of this "New" stuff... Then turned around and it was like the government said "Happy late Christmas!!" and threw in a whole "NEW YEAR!!!!" Then there are "new years resolutions" that you throw in as if the new year has something magical about it. I know people who know they need to make a change in their life, but instead of doing it they wait until they can make a "new years resolution". Is  it really that exciting? I wouldn't know... every time I make a "new years resolution" I fail sorely at said resolution. I don't know about you... but I just don't even bother anymore.
I think it's funny though... Everyone makes such a huge deal out of new years when really it's just another day. It is fun to have the big party and stay up all night... But if the world forgot that day one year, it wouldn't be a tragedy.
The entire world has a "New year?... New you!" policy. have you ever heard "Oh... it will be better next year." or "That can wait till next year." I have a question... Does it really?
This is a post to say "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!"
I actually love the whole new years thing. Even though it is a little silly. Did you know that in China their new years is actually more important than Christmas. In most American homes this is an absolutely absurd thought... But it's true. :P
Anyway... I hope you enjoyed this!
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Merry Christmas!!!

So, as a gift to all of my readers, I'm writting a blog! :O Imagine such a thing! A Blog, on a bloggers profile!!! :P Just kidding.
I wish you all a very merry Christmas. And now I'm going to share with you how wierd my family is.
So, on January 6th my family celebrates something called "3 Kings Day" Which is actually a spanish holiday and they treat the "3 Kings" As most treat "Santa Clause". Which my family doesn't do but we will get to that later. The point is, we don't really do the Christmas thing as you might expect. We open a few things but the fun part is on January 6th! :)
My family tries to focus less on the trimmings for Christmas, and then just blow out on 3 Kings Day. We remember that Jesus came into the world and why. That we hang lights to remember the "Light of the World" aka Jesus. And basically the "True meaning of Christmas" And usually I hate when someone says that anymore because a  lot of people don't even know what that is, they think people should focus less on getting than giving or something like that...
Anyway... January 6th is going to be a much "better" day for me... Pardon my lack of words.

Also... I started out this holiday season thinking that it's my first Christmas with my boy friend, and we  are going to have a lot of fun and do everything... But, turns out he had to go off to Texas for the holiday season and leave me behind... I was definately not thrilled with this. But! I have the good news that we get to spend January 6th together to  celebrate and that will be much more fun for both of us I'm sure. :)

And I know that you all don't really care what goes on in my life... I'm just sort of entertaining. I get it... :P

Never mind that. :P I hope you all have a wonderful day and if you feel like saying "Happy 3 Kings Day" on my post on the 6th feel free! :) I would love to hear from you.

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Girls

So, to start off... I'm sure we have all heard the poem "Girls are made of sugar, and spice, and everything nice." I am going to take a stand against my own kind and say this is SO not true about most girls I know today, including myself. I would much rather go out, and catch a frog with the guys, than prance over posies and watch as the boys catch the frogs. Not saying that I don't every once in a while go out, get all dressed up and fancy... But, I (personaly) can go from makeup to dirt in 30 seconds flat. :)
But, this leads me to another situation. Are girls rejecting their feminity way to extremely? So many girls today go around as if getting dressed up is a sin or something. I'm not saying it's bad to wear pants, nor am I saying you need to wear a dress and makeup every day of your life. I am a strong believer of flaunting natrual beauty. Do you really need that makeup every morning? Please tell me who would care. Not just the girl at work whom you're always trying to make yourself look better than, I'm talking about the people who matter the most... Your husband, your children, your best friends, your boyfriend... people like that. I don't wear makeup around my boyfriend on purpose (believe it or not)! For some reason, I have always pictured being a girl who just looks normal then when she comes down the stairs for the first prom with her boyfriend, he can't stop staring at her, because he isn't used to seeing her that way. I will say, that I don't usually get all dressed up when I'm going to see my boyfriend, but, when I do get all dressed up, it's different and more exciting. And, honestly, I like it better that way.
In this paragraph, I'm going to get something out. Girls are snotty creatures. Period. End of story. I know some amazing women whom I strive to be like, who have all dampened their "snobbyness" you might say. I hold these women very highly, and think everyday "Would _________ have done/said that?" But, these women are not perfect. I'm sure there are times when they forget to say please and thank you. And times when they can't control their emotions any better than I can. But, they still strive, and that amazes me. I have problems with being a little bossy, and saying things that I probably don't mean. Because my mouth opens way before I think about what I'm about to say. Have you ever caught yourself in the middle of a sentence, right before you were about to say something nasty, then suddenly say "nevermind."? Whenever this happens to me, I think first about how awful it would have been if I had said this thing, then why the thought ever happened in the first place. Sometimes, the second thought is the one that scares me most. I am still a very snobby creature, and have a lot of work to do.
The point of this blog I think, is to tell you that girls are not all they are made out to be. We are not better than boys, or anything like that. We have work to do, in a lot of areas, some different than others. And I would like girls to stop acting like they are so much better than everyone else.
Thank you for reading! :) Please subscribe, and be awesome! Your faithful writter A J

An update on "time"

Last time I "blogged" I wrote this semi-interesting piece on time. I don't know who read that, or even if ya'll liked it because *cough* no-one commented, or subscribed! *cough* Anyway... Back to the subject. Time... let's see, I went over how creepy it is to think of the "present" as the "present". (If you don't know what I am talking about, please, go back, read, and catch up!) I have considered this more, and it is still freaky. Here in the comfort of my home, I have a clock. That clock goes, "tick, tock, tick, tock" until it's battery dies. It is incapable of moving itself from it's situation, can't change itself, is literally dead! We, are just like that clock. Give me some time to explain myself here, I am not saying that you are dead (except for if you are "dead in your sin" and need to be revived by the holy spirit), I am not saying that you can't move, and I'm not saying that you can't change. But in a sense, I am saying that you can't change. We cannot go back in time, or forward in time for that matter. Not only is it a ridiculous assumption, but would you really want to? Don't just jump to conclusions here, Really think about this for a moment please. Say, you did something bad, that you shouldn't have done. And I'm sure we can all picture ourselves doing that un-known act that no-one knows you did but yourself, that you regret every time you think about it. Maybe you have pushed this so far out of your head, that you don't really remember anymore. If that is you, congratulations, you have found your "happy place!", just imagine yourself having done something wrong. It would be nice to go back, and just not do that, wouldn't it? If you said "yes" you haven't thought this out enough. But, I won't make you re-think it for a while yet. Say, you are in your local candy store, there are these BIG TUBS of candy and you get to scoop you're desired candy into the plastic baggy of your choice. You found a tub of candy that you thought looked really good, but had never seen it before, so decided to try a piece. But, it was so good, that you tried another, and another, and another, till the tub looked half full. Obviously this is hypothetical, and if this is your "bad thing" that you shouldn't have done, I am not psych, and I am so sorry for putting it on the internet for the world to see, if you have a problem email me, if you put up a good enough argument, I just might change it ;) Now, think what would happen if you could go back to the candy store, knowing that you regret your actions, and not eat the candy. Not a bad idea. Yes? NO! If you hadn't made that mistake at the candy store, you would have made it somewhere else. We are people, people usually learn from their mistakes. If you hadn't "stolen" from the candy store, you might have gotten up one day and decided that it was a good day to rob a bank, or something more extreme/severe than a candy store. Going back in time, even for something as small as eating candy before you payed for it, could alter your entire being. You would not be the person you are today without your past. Your past is a big part of who you are. Everyones past is filled with good things, and bad things. Without either one of these qualities, you would be so much different than you are today. I don't care who you are, your past has a lot to do with who you are today. So, I hope I have put a new light on those weird si-fi movies about going back, and altering the past to make things better. Because, I don't think it would make things better to go back and say, kill Hitler before he had the chance to start up those camps. Because if Hitler didn't do it, someone else would. Which is also why it's important not to forget our history. If we forget what we have done in the past, and how we felt, it is a very strong probability that we will repeat the same stupid mistakes that we have made before. Just like a song, that repeats itself over and over till you are screaming "WE GET THE POINT!". That is what our history will start to look like if we decide to change/forget the past.
I hope you enjoyed this blog, if there is more you would like me to add, or something you think I should write about, please, leave a comment, or email me. And SUBSCRIBE!!!! (not that I'm pushy or anything :D ) Thank you for reading, and dedicating to me some of the time in your day. I definitely appreciate it. Your faithful writer A J 

Welcome to Spring! :)

Spring: Pretty Flowers, Happy Animals... all kinds of things that make girls like me happy! Playing guitar outside time has come! Oh, how I long for this time year round! It's an amazing feeling, knowing that everyone in hearing range can hear you... Sometimes scary, but other times you are like "I HOPE someone heard that!!!" This time of year, you just long for a tree to climb, and a great book to sit up there and read! Camp outs in your back yard are great fun too! Hiking, bike riding, horse back riding, running, all these fun things you can do! Some you can do year round, but others are just way better in spring! Weren't the "April Showers" worth it? Look around you. Gorgeous things are popping up everywhere! God has blessed us with vision to see His wonderfull creation. And I think this time of year our eyes should be peeled more than usuall for something new and exciting that wasn't there, or we didn't notice last year.
Now that excitement has passed I would like to take this time to talk about something that has been on my mind for the last few days. "Everyone ready?.... Drum roll please!!..." "Time." Now, you may be thinking "Time? Really? Time? Seriously... how complex is that? 60sec = 1min, 60min = 1 hour, How hard is it?" I know... I know, it's pretty ridiculous. But it is kind of weird if you think about it. Why can't we just stay in one time period for ever? Have you ever felt that way? You just wanted to repeat something over, and over, and over again? And what is this about "Present"? It is this slow line that moves along on the scale of time. Can't go forward or back after you pass it. You are constricted to this skinny line called "Present". And there are weird sayings... like "This is now, it's a gift that's why it's called the 'Present'." That is so creepy... Seriously gives me the willies. If it's the "Present" as in "Gift form" That is the scariest thing alive! Some things aren't happy. Is it just me or aren't "Gifts" supposed to be happy? What happens if you are dying this slow, and painfull death. Do you want someone to come up and say "It's a GIFT! That's why it's called the PRESENT!" No, of course not! Who would? That is just one of my pet peeves... I mean yes, sometimes it feels pretty good, and you never want to leave this "Present". But we don't get to decide when we leave, or even if we get here. Do you see how complex this is now? This is just one of the main questions. Maybe I will update this  blog at a later date... or continue it on a different one. But for now, I hope you have enjoyed the happiness on Spring, and the questions on Time. Thanks for reading! Please subscribe! Your faithfull writter- A J